Loving Laura

While friend, you say youve been emotional lately? Well get ready for some tears. A good variety of tears, some happy, some sad....its funny, how much we hormonal ladies cry. The pampers commercial gets me every time.

Heres a little story, actually it might be a long story, Laura is awake in her crib, I can hear her babbling, so it depends on how long she gives me to write before she starts screaming. And here I am wasting precious time.
A while back I met the man I am now......chained to with, and he has really remained much the same over these years. Women, we change faster then men do, quicker to catch onto things I suppose. So anyway, this man of mine. Hes a package deal, he has his family (whom I loath) and his best friend. For the sake of discretion lets call him Mr. Diabetic  (please stiffler your laughter as I dont want to draw Mr. Diabetics attention lol - and yes, Im really snickering!) SO anyways back to the story, laura is growing impatient and Im running out of time. So these two guys have been friends forever, all the way back to the trailer park, yes, i said it, the trailer park. SO for the sake of spending as much time with my boy as possible, I needed to hang out with his friend, who he was always with,  and his friends girlfriend,
who back in the day was this annoying girl jenny, hahahahaha ewww jenny.  So years go on, stuff happens, I dont know the full story, maybe some day Ill read a blog post about what really went down (hint hint!) but Mr. Diabeties and jenny break up, and he has a new girl friend, we will call her sexy red head (SRH) so for many years, I neevr really got to know SRH....sure we went to movies, played board games, went out, but I never really felt like we knew each other. I really kinda thought SRH didnt like me or something. But the years went on and we got closer and closer, secret after secret. Its funny that an accidental paring, a complet coincedence by chance, that I think I met my soul mate.
Now dont laugh, I dont mean Im in love with her. I just think that we are kindred spirits, that we are like minded even. And I am so greatful. How lucky am I that we were all where we were at the right times. That The boys were friends and we were forced together. Cause truth be told, I would have probably never met you. I mean your a bit younger then me, we wouldve never had any classes together, maybe never have even met. But Im glad we did. Because your right. Im not alone. I have you. And the more I get to know you, the more I like you, nay love you. You are honest and true, and those are rare qualities. You are a great Mom.
Oooooh speaking of being a Mom, someone is calling for me, so my thought is cut a little short....but I guess I wasnt saying much anyways. Just thinking...out loud.

I miss you already <3

oh.p.p.s.  Ill have a hair blog tomorrow <3